hey people!! it's my first time blogging. felt i should since everyone's doing it. it's the easiest way for my friends to be updated with what's been going on in my life.
went to church today. have not been going for the past few weeks. so dropped by and visited Cheryl's hall. it was spacious but smaller than i thought it was. oh well.... my turn will come. haha....
i made a huge mistake today. i didn't really bring enough cash today. so in the end, i was left with 2 bucks after lunch. to make things worse, there was not enough cash for me to withdraw in my bank account. i was so dead. i didn't take my allowance for the day as when i left home, mum and dad were still sleeping so soundly so didn't want to wake them up.
called mum to tell her bout my bank account. she told me to call my dad so i did. he gave me a bloody attitude man!! he started telling me to stop spending by staying at home. he wanted me to be like a bird cooped up in a cage!! and he made it sound like supporting his daughter is such a pain. it was so hurting!!
i ended up going home as my parents would definitely quarrel over this. took the bus. was crying on the bus while listening to music. i fell sleep on the bus and when i woke up, the bus was already docked at the terminal!! lucky the bus driver was still there. otherewise, i would've been stuck in an SBS bus!!
i took the bus home and despite ringing the bell twice, the damn bus driver missed my stop!! i had to walk the longer way home. i was already in a bad mood as i felt my parents spoilt the day. i was heading home when i was supposed to be flying kites at marina bay with the people at church!! i was f*cking pissed!!
got home and my dad acted like nothing happened. i was more pissed at that. he's always like that. my mum too. i blasted the music in my room, crying on my bed. finally, mummy came in and she explained on dad's behalf. she always does this.
but she said that sometimes, she wants to enjoy herself but whenever she sees me being so sad, she'll blame herself and ask herself why isn't her daughter enjoying herself. i knew mummy loves me a lot. however, i wasn't mad at them ruining my sunday afternoon. i was hurt by what he said and the way he said it. what can i say?? 'the meaning of the communication is the response you get'.
she went out and i heard her scolding daddy. sigh... did i cause something wrong???? she came in and gave me my pocket money for the day. she told me to cheer up and i followed her to heartland mall. bought stuff and food before dad drove us to grassroots.
met dennis and his brother there. a national day celebration. they even played the national anthem!! it's been so long since i last sang this anthem. haha.... reminds me the times in peicai. it was so fun and cool then.
i soon left to see ricky's concert. he's the rockstar man!! knew it meant a lot to him so must go. alvin was late so i bought food and was queueing up for a drink when i saw joey and cheryl. they went to lido to buy tickets to their movie. i waited for alvin. both of us walked to orchard towers zombie bar.
it was more happening than i imagined. his band really rocked!! and brought the house down. marie, noelle and i started to jump and shake our heads in front of the stage. haha... it was so cool and funky!! ricky's the drummer. he's really cool rocking the house with his strong drum beats and skills. totally awesome. i was impressed. their band's called 'walpurgis' which is 'devils night' in German.
told ricky they should record their songs and i can play them at suntec. haha... it'll be cool. cheryl and joey soon left for their movie. cheryl gave me a long, tight hug. it meant a lot to me. cheryl, if you're reading this, thanks so much!! love ya loadz!!
alvin, noelle and i left. noelle was taking a bus from a different side. so alvin and i were chatting while walking to somerset. talked about lots of stuff but totally enjoyed his company. i took the MRT to aljunied and got to geylang east.
met lynette, dennis, dawson and karen. they were having a line dance countdown for national day. mum and dad went after grassroots too. lynette and i were laughing while i was making fun of her. she just can't win any debate or arguments with me. haha... i'm just too good. =)
we also chatted bout the old times when we first started out. the times at change just like that. it's scary how people and times changes so fast. it used to be so fun and free of politics and what not. now... it's full of them what's with the rivalry and unhappiness with one another?! the gossips and rumours that are so far from true. guess people have gotta find some other hobby to pass time.
we counted down and lynette freaked out while popping a party popper!! haha.... we were lucky as the residents from upstairs threw ice down!! it almost got both of us. we could've been killed!! those inconsiderate assh*oles!!
soon went for supper and forgot my bag. haha... thank God dennis was still there. got it back and ate lots at supper. so much for going on a diet. dennis's mum said i've put on weight but look better... is that a compliment????
confused DJ
